i have found the meaning of love.. thank god for that. i could almost cry every time i remember that person i love the most. the person in distant not knowing how chaotic my feelings are yet still collide as harmony. I wish i could tell you how i feel.
love without asking, force, and limitation. i dont know if its only an illusion i have in my head. either way i am glad. To have a chance to know someone that might be made for me. The remedy to my wound, the sanity in my wilderness mind.
I am not asking, pushing him to love me back. I just love to see him discover his life. Grow to become a better person than he already is. i JUST LOVE him. Thats enough for me. I dont need anything else because being him the way he is already made my world feels so blue and green. I really dont need anything else. i love him. eventhough he doesnt love me back. i love him with all my heart. for now and forever, no matter what.